I always manage to fuck everything up. I’m so upset and annoyed at myself. I’ve made myself look like a right dick. I wish I wasn’t such a twat. No matter how much I apoligise it will never be okay. I actually can’t believe what I’ve done. I’m so angry and I just keep crying. Oh and to make matters worse, my ‘friend’ is fucking everything up for me.
I am the most ridiculous drunk person ever. I was so bad last night and done so many stupid things. I even punched a wall and now my hand hurts so much. Why am I such a twat?!
I’m worried loads of my friends will go to someone else’s birthday over mine. Waaaah. I sound like a 5 year old child.
FUCK. I knew it. When someone tells you something and it absolutely crushes you :’(
I’m so angry I’m shaking. Fucks sake. Don’t know why I am fucking friends with any of you stupid cunts. Telling someone I said something about them, when you know for a fine fucking fact it was you who said it. Someone has now fell out with me and I’ve done fuck all wrong. Most likely going to punch someone tomorrow. I dont remember the last time I was this angry. ARGHHHHGHGGGGGGGHHH! Dick head. Yous can all fuck off for all I care, wouldn’t be phased if I never saw your fucking stuck up faces again.
I hate being upset. Having to stop my self crying in a psychology lesson and I started crying last free period today. I feel so pathetic.